

It's hard to believe, but my little sweetie, Ella, turned half a year old this month! How did that happen so quickly??? It is amazing to watch her grow and develop right before my eyes. She is now sitting up independently, can pick up small objects with her tiny little fingers, babbles as if she has endless things to talk about, and constantly smiles and giggles showing off her bubbly little personality! I often stop and look at her and think, how did I get so lucky? When I was a little girl I constantly played with baby dolls. I would feed them, change their clothes, and rock them to sleep. I must say I feel like a little girl again with my own sweet baby doll, only this time it is the real thing. I truly believe she is an angel put here on this earth to do great things. Ella's middle name is Suzanne, after my mother. I will tell you there have been many days that I have looked into her sweet little eyes and seen my mom smiling back at me. Ella is a healer, and even though she has only been on this earth for six months she has healed my heart immeasurably. Ella is our tiny little miracle, a true gift from God. It is hard to remember our lives without her!
Conversely, Ethan turned two and a half in July. He is the other half of our miracle family. My little baby boy, who I still think should be the same size as Ella, has turned into a big boy. He is fiercely independent, soaks in new knowledge as if he were a sponge, is curious about the world around him, asks at least 1000 questions a day, his favorite word is "why", jumps, runs, rolls, laughs, begs to play outside, loves art, sings at the top of his lungs, devours books, and is the keeper of my heart! This month for the first time he looked at me with his deep brown eyes and unprompted said, "I wuv you mommy!" I truly thought my heart would burst out of my body.
Being a mommy is one of the hardest yet most rewarding things I have ever done. It can't be done half way, it is a true blessing that I am thankful for everyday. I can't imagine my life without my two little halvsies, who combined make up my whole heart!